Tenshi No Hane by Tenshi-no-hane-Okami, literature
Literature
Tenshi No Hane
Your mad,
Your disappointed in me,
Your disappointed in who I am...
And disappointed in who my friends are...
But let me tell you...
I haven felt this happy in my entire life...
Finally I have a place I can belong...
And have someone to except me for who I am...
Not just one person but many people.
I have true friends...
Can't you remember how alone I felt not two years ago?
Alone, rejected, always being who someone else wanted me to be...
So I finally have the chance to be happy...
To have friends...
To be me...
However, you don't care...
If my grades start to drop you'll take them away,
Take away the only things that keep me sain,
That keep
Gone is what we used to be.
I regret it now; I finally see....
It's time to set these feelings free
That once almost destroyed me.
You probably don't think it's true,
But, yes, I was in love with you.
I just now realized that we're through,
And I think it's split my heart in two.
Even though I know we're over,
Sometimes I still look over my shoulder,
Hoping it's me that you're looking at, though you're holding her.
I can feel my heart freeze.....It gets colder and colder.
One day soon it will break,
But what difference does it make?
I have realized my mistake,
But, alas, it is too late.
To have ever loved in the first place
W
She was beautiful.
And twas I who loved her...
I held her in these hands,
Like a warm blanket,
Comforting and kind.
But she was a bitter poison, toxic and deadly.
No antidote to her venom;
I wasted away with delirious eyes.
A coward they called her,
And it was the truth!.
But to save myself, I would have her bleed.
Her heart a raw panacea;
Crunched between my teeth...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 22nd July 2013